day 4- a habit that you wish you didn’t have

I wish that I didn't get so darn easily distracted.

I have the attention span of a 5 year old.

Mine actually may or may not be worse.

Especially because I'm currently visiting with dear Aunt Flow.

I hate it. So incredibly much.

It makes it impossible to organize my thoughts

and to really express how I feel about things,

because somehow my thoughts end up getting lost between my mind and my mouth.

It also happens to cause a lot of disorganization in my life.

my room is messy, my car is messy.

overall, my life is messy.

I want to take the time to clean it, but

I. get. so. distracted.

I need to really work hard to make it a priority.

I'm never happy when I'm disorganized.

Oh. Another habit I have?

Getting my hopes so high and set on something,

that when it doesn't end up happening,

I get really disappointed.

I hate how much I guilt trip people

(mostly Brandon)

for things that don't end up working out

for very valid reasons.

Sometimes I just suck.